I am tired of boys. Tired of boys who only have the courage to speak to me drunk. “Which equals just want a hook up.”
Tired of the boys that think they are fucking me like a man.
I am tired of the back and forth. Tell me they have sturggles, insecurities and bullshit. (Then they mess with me.) I am tired of being played. Tired of getting my hopes up. Tired of thinking boys will change.
Tired of waiting for boys to step up to the plate and become men.
Tired of the boys that want me to be their side woman to the woman they call “getting back together, but it’s not serious.”
I am tired of not being taken to dinner. Not being told I’m beauitful and I’m tired of being the fuck buddy, then being judged for who I sleep with. Being looked at as not the standard of a woman.
I swear if anyone sits here and pulls that dating quote that states, well you get what you give out. Be 23 again and let me know how dating goes for you. Let me know what else boys 21-23 think about besides sex. Nothing.
I’m over the games.
At the point of just feeling hurt, used, confused and finally realizing that I ended up the “easy fuck.”
At least I know what I am worthy of.
Still, I will always hope a boy will step up to the plate and be the man I hope they really are inside.
Until then I am fuckable
worthy of being fucked
slang for body warmer.