I have a an hour to kill at the airport and it took all my will to not buy a drink at the bar here. I fought all my will power and common sense that I should buy myself a drink. But I did have to promise myself I can have a few drinks tonight once I’m back in town.
Now lets hope I don’t pass out…I’ve been feeling rather exhausted lately and I’m not sure why. I time finals and the non-stop traveling and working has finally done me in. I cannot wait to just sleep back in my large bed!
Also my little coffee-house and my poetry! I’ve taken two weeks off from writing. not like I haven’t been stewing in some thoughts. Also found a few rather interesting websites as well that will definitely help my work.
Films I watched over my winter break:
*First time being watched (the rest I’ve seen probably too many times)
- Lord of the RIngs: The fellowship of the Ring
- Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
- Lord of the Rings: Return of the King
- The Hobbit: The Unexpected Journey
- *The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug
- *Monsters University
- Elizabeth: The Golden Age
- Some Like it Hot
- Sound of Music
- *Star Trek: Into Darkness
I’m also in the process of buying a few more books. These last few days I’ve been looking over books I may want to buy and I think I’ve almost made my final decision.
Without a doubt I’ll be buying Saints and Strangers by Andrew Hudgins
I’m also thinking about The Red Tent, The Beauty Myth, Cinderella Ate my Daughter, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the NIght-Time, or Delusions of Gender.
I’m looking at a few more as well, but I’m thinking about those books at the moment.
Also I discovered the new love of my life:
Kentucky Orange Blossom
Dear drink, You have given me life in the form of bourbon. Oh gosh I love you.
Note to Self:
Some things will never change.
and I should have learned this years ago. Should have figured this out the first time Thrilla lied to me about the first break up. Should have learned the first time I figured out I was just your back-up. I guess sometimes we just have to learn the hard way. Not like any of this has been very hard, or hurtful. It really hasn’t to be honest. I’m more disappointed in a friend, a guy i thought had finally grown into a man during the years I had been awhile.
I learned this trip that the best sex I’ve ever had still is the same guy I first left behind in California.
I’ve grown up, but he has yet to find any balance. I am disappointed in someone I had such raw sexual energy with and more importantly disappointed in a friend I thought was looking out for me. But now I know. And this portion on my post will be a reminder to myself to never go back. Because fuck being someones back up.
So here we go….Bring it Midwest!